Chill

I gotta talk about some fun lighthearted stuff on here I don’t want negros to think I’m too serious or crazy. It’s crazy how I could even think that because I’m usually mostly smiling, laughing or joking I guesssss. But I guess some of the jokes aren’t even jokes. This makes me think about myself though. My goal is to always have a good time (here comes the overthinking) but I am trying to think if I like how people treat me. And I’m genuinely trying to think now. So it’s like do I need to change somehow, somewhere, someway. I’ve always lived by sum shit like “ they can only treat you how you let them.” I don’t want to sound like a crazy or egotistical. But TO MY FACE nobody ever really disrespects me or does anything along those lines and I mean since I was a kid. But I’m like are they faking etc but now I’m thinking again. Does that really matter? You can put on a front and be on your best behavior when you’re in front of me because honestly there are somethings I just don’t tolerate. Now I don’t want people around me forcing or faking anything but now that I think about it only certain type of person comes around me. But then again I spend a lot of time alone. More than it may seem. I kind of like it like that. At the same time I probably wish there were more of you I could see more often. But at least I see you when I do. If you want to add something, write a promt, ask a quesion… email me @ youngdesignernegro@gmail.com