My memory my mind

People tell me I have bad memory. It makes me feel bad. People remember things that and or say I should “remember” what I don’t and I feel bad. This is me trying to explore the idea of my memory. This is not founded in anything set in stone. I am not sure if you remember the last writing “YOU MAKE IT EASY.” A death grip was mentioned and had noticeable differences to gentle control. Tight control on my memory system conceptually would look like this. Every input captured. Everything confirmed. We never relax. Naturally it would seem difficult to store everything with equal weight, nothing would seem meaningful. We don’t have to force less input, but we must allow evaluation before storage. We still be attentive but don’t grip too tight to every signal. Insignificant signals may pass allowing for a less saturated more adaptive system. I remain open, and only hold what resonates. Now intelligence forms because intelligence is not storage but rather selection. My mind is a delicacy. I will treat is as such. I will be open to input but able to let ones that don’t resonate to drift off, be heard, understood, and yet not identified with.

Side note I am no scientist but this is a crazy random thought. Where would memory exist in the body brain and muscles? Then go a step further and question if there is a memory for all the timeless, recurring, consequential questions. Become a crazy person and wonder if the trees stored a memory in some way. We know in certainty they can tell a story through their trunks so we may have found a material storage. Now is there some sort of cloud storage. Would there be a memory outside of the brain or the trunk that exists elsewhere?

2/28/26 10:05 PM