Should I run constantly?

I want to give my love but don’t want to stay long as I don’t want the pain. Dualities exist. The things you love the most will likely bring you the most pain. So should I just run from love? Is that the game? I drop my love in packages then leave so I can never feel the remorse. Remorse of giving my love to one that would contort. Contorted by the user soon to be abuser. My language sounds intense but this feeling of heartbreak is one like I had been picked up and had my heart shoved through a fence. What is this feeling in my chest? I must confess, I feel like a loser, abused by the user. And stolen from the real chooser. I want to live a dream that cannot come true. So it seems like there is just one thing to do. Look love in the face and tell it HELL NO. I choose myself before I again fall to what delusion chooses.

03.04.2026. 1:13 AM.